Chapter Ten- Jamie
I stopped dead in my tracks. "I love him," she said.
A million questions ran through my head. Was it me? Was it someone else? Someone from the Davidson Home? Someone she knew once upon a time?
This I knew for sure, it wasn't--couldn't be me. No matter how much I dreamed or hope, it could never be me. It had to have been someone else.
Jayma, I wanted to say. I love you.
But I couldn't. She'd know I was here, watching. Or worse, she'd say hi or wave and that idiot of a big brother of mine would see her as nothing but a freak. Then he being the asshole he is would tell everyone else how delusional she was, waving at nothing; seeing things that weren't there. Then everyone else would have a real reason to ignore her.
I couldn't live with myself if that ever happened. Knowing I was the one who caused it to be brought up. She would hate me for not telling her, for making her life a living hell.
Jared dropped his hands to his sides and she broke free, running down the hall to her next class. His head hung in what I hoped was shame, he followed her, steps slow as if he were trudging through thick mud, like the marsh back in Florida.
I followed, comforted by the fact that I didn't have to be quiet, I knew he couldn't hear, his eyes were hazel. I took advantage of that by calling him whatever the hell I wanted, screaming through the halls even. Reprimanding him for being such an idiot, telling him how fucking stupid he was.
I hated my brother with a fiery burning passion.
I pulled the cell phone from my pocket, hoping no one would step out of the classroom doors and see it floating in midair.
Scrolling through the contacts that had been put on it by random strangers when it was still on display--I still hadn't figured out how to delete them--, I came to a stop when Jayma's number was highlighted.
Pushing the button that said "send message", I thought about what I would say. Would, hey Jayma, I know we just met, but I'm hopelessly in love with you! Hope you don't think I'm a creeper!:D work? Somehow, I doubted it would. Maybe, Jayma, can we talk later? would be a better fit.
Sending her the latter message, I pocketed the cell and strolled out of the school, walking to the cemtery located just behind the Davidson Home where I would wait for Jayma.
Tags: Christofer Drew, I Love You More Than You Will Ever Know, Never Shout Never, love
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Permalink Reply by Gleekers! :D on -
SONG CHANGE! I decided Lovesick didn't fit, so now it's I Love You More Than You Will Ever Know :]
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Permalink Reply by Gleekers! :D on
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Hahaha, yes! Like what I did there?
Natshane said:I'm crying I'm crying I'm crying!
JARED IS JAMIE'S bro!
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Permalink Reply by Iris Nightshade on -
OMG!!! It was so good!! AND I KNEW THEY WERE BROS!! poor jamie :( but at least jayma can see him and all but poor jamie but it was so good!!!
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I'm sorry! I didn't mean for it to be sad :/
Iris Nightshade said:OMG!!! It was so good!! AND I KNEW THEY WERE BROS!! poor jamie :( but at least jayma can see him and all but poor jamie but it was so good!!! -
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Permalink Reply by Natshane on -
Like? LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SURPRISE ME MORE!
Gleek<3 said:Hahaha, yes! Like what I did there?
Natshane said:I'm crying I'm crying I'm crying!
JARED IS JAMIE'S bro!
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Permalink Reply by Gleekers! :D on
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Most definitely :]
Natshane said:Like? LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SURPRISE ME MORE!
Gleek<3 said:Hahaha, yes! Like what I did there?
Natshane said:I'm crying I'm crying I'm crying!
JARED IS JAMIE'S bro!
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Permalink Reply by Sherlock! on
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Have you seen the heading of my profile?? If you want to, you can use it in here. I dont mind.
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Permalink Reply by Gleekers! :D on
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I'll check it out. And thanks :)
Sherlock! said:Have you seen the heading of my profile?? If you want to, you can use it in here. I dont mind.
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